Yup...i have long time nv been in tis place already..
hmmm wif my fingers 1/2yr had past...n tis gona be my recent post man...
the *swish* i would not know where i'm going already...

yes, I have alot of troubles and soorows...
but i nv been saying and squeezing everything into my tiny brain...
OH GOD...i wanted to yell...to get myself away from the bitterness...
but still be facts it hard...
may be i'm jux a good listener giving suitable, accurate cure.
but i'm not a good speaker, a well expression-ist.
all i wanted to do is sit and wait for what may happen next...
that's all i wanted as always...
maybe i try to release myself from everything through writting...
that's the only way...
sooo maybe will try harder to post on blog or even my story...

today actually i have so much to say...yet it is so hard to put into words...as those words had been pile up for months and days, acts and stories that I witnessed that I just hardly able to describe and put a stop to it... to be truefully, everything is just so percious and unforgetable. From the people surrounded me to where myself stands....it's just an add-on to it bit by bit. Everyday different stories...maybe i shall start tomorrow then....

tedious day, with unwilling heart for studies and running wild in thoughts,
Chris

Labels: Bottle feeling