I agree. I like to make things left unexplain. Don't ask me why? As I already said: I don't know. Yes maybe I do feel like explain, but your words of spice along with salt had instantly turned me into a person full of spikes. A strong defence wall against you ready to fire whatever you commented. Maybe I'm just too selfish who all may think as well. Truly, this is the only I can survive no matter where. Frankly telling, I had tried many times to soften my guard, my position, my mind set. Still no use. It will just automatically switch on in a matter of further injuries. If it really hurts you, I could only apologise to you on my blog. Not to you in person as you may think like the others, and said my sorry is just something so worthless, insincere to you for I will repeat it as well. Therefore, my best outcome is hurting both of us. Showing you my defiance anf firmest in speech making you undestand. However, it just becomes worst and I don't bother to make it clear. Only silently praying you will get it soon, not by words which you had said you know me in and out. By right you what you have know is the surface, and not the depth of my answers...

Misunderstand arise, let it be. Problem occurs, solve it. Words should be laid unspeak to cause more misunderstanding. Don't wish much in finding someone know me thoroughly, but I just wish I can satisfy someone who in need of me that's all.
*Chris

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