Back to there, and this old man is 360 degrees change from daily treatment. He excuse was we are under condition in trade that' why he's doing it. Hei, I had said many times NO WAY! I won't change can't you understand. Haiz, as you happy then no choice for a heartbroke victim like you. When ask you about your personal stuff you act extremely like nothing happens and laughing non-stop. A bitter, fake smile that you force yourself. And you added "Because you are strong." However, you unexpectedly let me indirectly shot you "why are you back to smoking then?" You had turned to quiet down a little. What a man you are huh? Cover and swollen everything down. Haiz~ just like my stupid brother that never going to tell the truth and trying to be nutural. Just as I had guessed correctly, your relationship is unstable and partially of venting it is in the pretention. Yup, we don't mind(maybe) at least you can feel a little better as you had admitted. In fact I don't mind people screaming at me one day letting off their anger, that's what I had been telling my friends or hit me? Ha, and you said you prefer boxing. No way man! Sorry for rubbing in to your wounds even though I had said to you personally. I do it to my friends as well when they trying to forget, erm maybe like what you say loose a screw. And in fact people, I'm not nutcase! Hai~ bless me today I would be playing in your hands though I know I can compromise with it, and be nutural just don't be too over. I don't want to be a scapegoat.

A new challenge everyday will bright my life. I work take it and let it shine.
*Chris