Jristina
A Lost Devil Recarnation
20 years of living
Ponkies = Pony + Cookies
My saying: Smile to make your day better and overcome whatever you fear.
LOVEABLE LisT
chocolates
making things for fun
eat and sleep!
Jang Nara (장나라)[张娜拉],
Kim Jae Won (김재원)[金载沅(金在元)],
Saito Aiko (さとう あいこ)[佐藤蓝子],
Michelle Yip (Yip Suen)[叶璇],
JJ (Lin Jun Jie)[林俊杰],
阳阳 (Dai Yangtian)[戴阳天],
Ah Dawn (Dawn Yeoh)[姚懿珊],
My Starry
Have determination Learn More Languages
Try as many things as I can when I live Buy spiral picture book 2
Save up for oversea studies and trip to Taiwan Experience hiking and camping
Go for mission trip Find my way..know what I really wants
Explore for adventure...travel Buy Kelly's and JJ's latest album
Tarot instruction book Awaits for D.N.Angel
Wishing everyone well
Tsk tsk tsk....now i feel weight free!! No more sorrow and worries for me anymore! YEA!! going for 3 cheers to myself man!...
Maybe after thinking alot about him yesterday and getting some thoughts...by right and be true to myself, I still get nothing through my brains veins at all. I have to admit I'm to stone in getting things straight, and importantly I hate troubles. That's why the more I think, my brain won't work properly and things will stuck there undone; wasting my time. In the end, I went off bed asleep. Ha! Funny isn't it? People make things clearer through deep thoughts and I'm just sleep to let things go off by itself. Honestly, alot about love cause troubles for me this morning.
In my rules, 1st what's my decision 2nd what's my feelings 3rd how I'm going to act natural in front. GOD!! Can you see how hard it is to think...that's why love is a pain in my eye...
Then, jux now out of nowhere the feeling jux came and I told my friends....I like him! On the spot, i blabbered about him on and on non-stop. Past concern about him rewinded and casted out to them. In fact, personally I'm still unsure of my feelings towards him. Maybe it is partially, or the feelings jux left with only 10%? Who knows? If you asking me, well I'm just too insensitive to know. For this one year, I had been overload myself with too many things and involve in alot of matters which move me away from broading over too much. This is a good thing isn't it? Moving on....making life easier and brighter...haha
However, clear in my mind I think saying myself still liking him is good; 1st a notice to myself to keep a distance from whom I sorta fancy. 2nd to keep myself alert 3rd able to be natural to others 4th avoid from being question 5th he's not someone around me anymore...i can get away soon! This is just something in prevention for me to step overboard....CONCLUSION is drawn clearly where I wanted my path be. Next ahead is how I'm going to make it realistic and hold myself back to give a distance. Strange huh? Seeing a girl acting so weird....haha yea maybe...
I think with this new solution, my spiritual will be able to bring me a relax and afresh day that I had long for. Today, I finally feel reborn. Worries, sorrows are abandoned behind, even for later UT. Ha ha..cheers for people! *Chris....
