Finally, sun not working and I can go out for once! Thought that I would be late for meeting, then I received a SMS that ah bu will be late for 1/2 an hour. I reached bugis at 7 sharped even though I was released late. She even late for more than 1/2 an hour. Of course on the waiting time, I never waste. I busying looking at the food around at the basement, which was rennovated not long before to change the place into a food heaven. Large varieties provided, only partially for entertainment. I that moment, I have been tempted to more food after moments before seeing it, I was yearning for hotdog buns.

Now what food I'm yearning for:
1. hotdog bun
2. rice ball
3. yogurt
4. hokkaido's fair
5. papa beard's sweet recipe's mochi!

My friend said that after days of being sick, I would feel hungry and tempted easily. Nah, I don;t think so. I'm overly tempted there in the food junction. Yesterday unable to overcome my temptation, I just ate jumbo hotdog bun, hmm still feel that something is missing. Again today, I bought another in school canteen. I had found the missing substances I'm looking for. ^^ But I'm most tempting for the hokkaido fair in ajisen outlet! Haiz...i want to try the dessert so much =P Due to the price is expensive, we go eat sakae sushi in the end. Next time I MUST go! Sad, fio never turned up because of her parents. If not we can talk more, by right our butt was burning after sitting there for 3 hours.

We should cherish what we have before it's gone.
Forever.
We may hate and dread them before
When time pass,
our hearts know
We miss you.
Heart aches and memories flood.

Maybe with her presence, we may hate her for what she doing and words. On the day she's gone, we may smile happily and regard nothing happen. Things just go so fine to us that we don't sense a change. However, when long you will start imaging things and hear her calling your name. By then, you know you miss her more than usual. You need her but she can never be found except in your memories. You will find out on that day, you were trying hard to cover up or that moment you was over run by your hatred. You can see her, talk to her only in your dreams. It's a hateful feeling but we must leave on to bring her proud.

*Chris

Don't know what to react and show her even though I know it well. I just too stubborn to barge; I'm beyond cure I think... Still I'm trying...