AH! Late school today. Horribly late and I entered at noon which is 2nd breakout. Many people said I jolly well should stay at home. Staying at home is so boring. Nothing to do. At least when in school there is fun with friends. Last 2nd day of school, our module facilitator treated us every one an ice-cream each. Whole class ended up eating lime flavour because I dislike vanilla. Sorry, pals I dislike the smell of vanilla and it is extreme sweet. Going to miss this facilitator soon. He's a good and patient guy. Thanks for his treat. Woots. Shall upload our class picture which we took today, but it only left with girls for the guys went off early after presentation. The time just flies so fast that it is holiday soon and everyone is going to be separated. Hopefully, I can be in the same team as some of them next semester. *Crossed fingers and prayed hard* I want pictures~ hope can display here soon ^^

I feel gloomy today. Maybe because of his name or something more which is hard for me to describe. First, I forgotten to bring my pants for work till I on my way to my friend house. Late as I visited my friend to lend her my harddisk. Ha ha...just so happy that something miss me. Her DOG! She missed me so much as I had not step foot into her house since four months before she left. Once I was in the house she barked non-stop. Actually, her bark wasn't fiercer than bite. Her bark is her protection to see that person. Now, her bark becomes a greeting to me, which many of the visitors feared most for she might just rip their hands off. I believed she wanted to get close to someone but she felt some people is untrust for she meet only a few times. Even Mich's relatives came to visit would rather stay a distance from her. In her mind or even my cats' mind, they would think that they had meet the stupidest person on earth. In school, also don't talk much and just remembered about the conversation yesterday.

Initial of his name: "name"->blabla->cent->idiot!

Shouldn't have talk about him. He ruined my whole day. Rewinding what was said yesterday concern about him. Once his name was slipped, emptiness and hardened would replaced making me looks quiet. No one would know or see for it was masked carefully.


In the darkest corner,
Making me unfeel,
But its all written,
To the closer that sees.

Never mention,
Just for the sun,
Never talk,
All for the time continue,
Don't speak of him

No mood. Everything playback like a tape. Confirm my feeling now that I don't like who you think. Not even the shield. No one yet to take over.
Confirm: He's a father or a brother to me, nothing else or more.

*Chris (too tired and no tears)
*Chris