After much thinking and talking, people realised I'm much sensitive towards other people's issue than mine. You may also think that I'm intending to hide my true feeling for you seldom see me cry or feel sad. Only left with angry and happiness to express myself. I just wanted to say I have nothing to hide. I act crazy no matter when is it, it's just my way of living and cope with my daily life as well as entertaining to let the time flies fast. Seriously, I'm alright everyday, nothing disappoint me. If does, I would not have so fast notice, it would take quite awhile till the day ended then I realised. Yes, I'm seriously slow...

Think she realised my mood swing quite momentually. Or I had think too much. Just hope she won't be affect by it, as I had tried my best in dismissing my attitude alot of times. In fact, I think she don't care or unnoticed. For I never say what I want, and she didn't force at all that she so sick of me whether to speak or not.

Twitch of the sense,
dismiss it in thin air,
hope it's gone and never been seen,
to seek for a recovery.

Make the best of it,
let it disperse by winds,
pray for miracles work side as you,
till the torture replace with joy.

Shall never release the devil,
for the dark conquering.
Approve the guidance angel,
to bring the daylight back..