Think of yesterday, feel so funny. Realised I always so blur. Ha ha sometimes when suppose to punch 2 people's card but in the end 1 only, if not I would be punching the wrong side. I think no one can tahan ba...:"p

Haiz~ Actually intend to go kbox with friends but I overslept and ah bu can't be out so early, in the end fio the only 1 waiting. She lost her interest and in the end everyone stay at home. Feel so wasted giving away my shift...can earn $ than staying at home and slack. Sad sia. Somemore given away to pig le never mind lo treat it as a holiday. Again next mon need to take off just for the postphone for today. Think of it, I had wasted 2 days of work just to enjoy...booohooo. I want to work!!!...Also get out of house.

Since kbox had been postphone, I wanted to go out of haircut and go watch movie with hetty but ls never reply. In conclusion, I'm staying home for the whole day. Just so bored staying at home the whole day. However, I can finally do 2 things which I had always wanted to. May a minor and usual things but i long hoping for..haha but no thanks to you hor pig. Still you make me so bored at home sia..haha maybe I just over active and don't like staying home...haha

1. listen to beautiful scent opeing song...haha stupid hor
2. have a taste of mom's cooking...so long never eat le hmmm ^^

Very minor but today can finally reach my goal sia..

Claim again: It is very hard to change people's way of thinking when they insisted. Just so difficult or should I say they are too stubborn? However, it's not I don't want to admit. The truth is I don't like him. I just treat him like a brother, or just a family member that I wanted to have. I had hope for a brother so long, that's why it would be this way that leads to everyone over thinking. Gosh! Everything I said I know people would think it's denial. But I think it is just like the way you treat WY sometimes and that's how people will think, haha just so simple and most people will make it complicated. If I'm trying to make it clear to everyone, everything will just get worst! God...can't someone understand? By the way, think of the incident I had a crush, I would try to get away from the workplace asap. Now see....

*Jris

Clearly remember what yan said before. Wanted to write it down long time ago but it just rings in my ears and hard to explain...
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Maybe in the past its all misleading or we too getting involve in finding each other's flaws that bury everything. Or think of it, it's only to find an answer..haha just so complicated. I may not have like him ba, but sometimes we knew its better for us be friends so we just quarrel to make each of us have more face. Even the whole class noticed, we can just shout from one end to the other just to find fault with each other. The past with you just so fun, but things around us affected and forced everything to change, in the end it made me draw a wrong conclusion which I realised now. However it was not much of a regret for we were young then, besides when you think of it at least you would smile for we were friends till then and never make use of one another like someone. For we had good memories and after thinking we knew the answer after so long. Just so fun it always took a long time to get an answer. Finally know...at last =) But you have girlfriend le wor and we shall always be friends like we were even after that day which I "accidentally" confessed. Besides, you all finally found me after so long where no one could reach or see me. As if I'm vanished even I still exist and everything never change. Haha but this day maybe will come again when I wished for it to happen again....

...finally I had the courage to write it down after so long yan had said...importantly I'm cleared...haha not the "gay" ba...haha

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