Too long never up date my blog le...haha people do miss me? bleh...i'm just kidding.
This few months too busying working in work, project and a little of school. And seriously i'd enjoy alot these months. SO glad that I'd work alot, if not I won't be able to get ready to prepare myself for this gift showering month.
Realized that when the more you want to forget the person, especially when at the last stage. Things will just always crop up and make things change. In the end everything has to start all over again, back to the same old day. Now everyday I have to think about him again. Out of the thin air I can still see, and same like last time hope to see him again, how he is? Gosh! Everything is back to square one. That was due to the so-called accidentally. Almost everyday seeing this same classmate, and everytime see him I can see he's shadow. Especially he's kiddish smile and the glow in his eyes look exactly like him. Looks like he's a copy of him, and this totally make me a mess. When always seeing him I had to suppress everything as deep and low as possible, if not everything will just lose control. I should be grateful as well for I'm not as close with this guy if not everything will totally repeat again. If you see closely, you may realise who's I'm avoiding. However, I think is hard to find my flaws. For I'm too good in hiding it.
Money, enjoyment..
Leisure of days,
Spend it more now
But wisely with money of 'cos.
Jris
