Yup up again to update. Maybe wanted to update because too upset or I feel that its fun? Seriously, I don't what had got into me. I just feel like update and posting up my feelings here. Haha, but you all ones said I'm someone who don't appear as how I feel, maybe expressionless. Truly speaking I don't know how to express much la, then I forget easily is the other thing.

Aaaah! What happen today? I was called for work, so happy but had to push away the date with xh. Actually in first place I had planned to work 'cause its last day for the update salary. In the end, call mickey to change as she remeinded me. In the end she herself also work. It really pissed me a little so I nagged at her. In the end my job is back at hand, and I apologised to xh for giving empty promised. Really should say its a bad day to work. Alot of things had been cropping up, maybe it's mom's nag that cursed my day. Urrgh!

Acutally, I only have ideas that 2 things went wrong so far but someone said 3. Well really have no idea in mind where the third one come from. All I know that I caused alot of trouble to people around me. Feel sorry to the people, but don't expect to look remorseful when I do wrong. I have my ways to express when doing wrong, gosh can just stop reprimanding or teaching me what you all so-called correct. I can have my ways, do force someone to obey as what you thought. This just make me more irritated. I know it was my carelessness to have forgotten to print out the ticket when the customers had ask for an exchange of tickets the next day. I had been so apologised to him that he had been waiting for so long that I not only have to ask for so many tmes for manager to make the final decision. In the end I had otally forgotten. Still its lucky that I in the end remembered and informed. If not everything will just be worst or never be solve man. Next is I totally forgotten to returned money to the float, I should apologize then. It's not on purpose but again its my muddleless mistake. Well, I had tried my best and remember at the least, can't just stop nagging. I'm not a person like whoever you are express yourself freely or say what you are unhappy about. I'm not people like you all. Seriously, half of my mood was been drenched from the facilitator, and the other was from Mother. The lesson of the day was so boring and complicated due to him, when it can be interesting and much more easier for it's relating to our daily life. God, everything was just spoiled and I ended up sleeping in between the lesson. I can't take it anymore, worse come to it was I was very very very tired. Can see that? VERY? Wear me off whole date that I wish I would have not work 'cause I felt so listless right after lesson. Damn, hope he won't explain that much anymore just like he wordy 6p. Please make it short and sweet, man.

*Happy Birthday Char!!

Ever few so lucky,
Till today its rot.
Days where most luck falls,
hard on days bad.
I always been bless
then till today is burnt.

*Jris