Sense of belonging is important. However, I can't feel anything. Isn't that I don't want to say why? The problem is I am unable to explain, you should have known I am not give with expressing. I felt as if I am suppressing myself and not being myself over there. It is just so weird and out of space, nothing else. Importantly, I feel my aim to be there is because of my greed. Friendship is hard to be seen in this whole thing. Frankly speaking, I doubt I will be all upset if I leave...

How I wish there is halloween in Singapore! I'm envied of my penpal! She can celebrate Halloween, asking for trick and treats and dress-up for this special occassion. I just hope I can take part in it and even knock on everyone's door to say "trick or treats"! Some sweets will be given and we can see plenty of pumkin lantern and people in different character's dress-up! Cool! How I wish I could be part of the party! I would be more than happy if someone bring me over for halloween...haha yea in my dreams I know..lala


I love JAPAN!! Hope I can go there for different seasons!! Importantly, try as many Japanese food as I could! I want to go Japan!!

Time to let go,
If still pondering,
Make it harsh,
Fasten your decision,
You will understand,
One day with relief..

Jris
(Proud of myself to finally put a playlist on blog!! ^^)